By Dr. Ling Yue
"In the summer of my seventeenth year, I saw a documentary at home in China about a young teacher in a remote mountain village. I have long forgotten the exact content of the movie. But I have not forgotten how the movie made me feel. Tears flowed – not because I was being emotional, but because I felt touched by my calling for the first time: "I have found you." This "you" was probably the meaning of my life, even if I could not put it into words at the time.
At first, however, my life took a completely different turn. After completing my Chinese school-leaving examination, the Gaokao, I was allocated a place to study fine chemistry. It was not my choice, but the needs of the state. I completed my studies with a Bachelor of Engineering and became a civil servant. But the desire to work with people would not let me go. So I started another Bachelor's program in psychology with the aim of supporting and guiding others. Psychology has its origins in Germany. With a mixture of scientific interest and a desire for freedom, I came to Berlin in 2008 to complete a Master's program in Public Health. I then did research at the Charité, obtained my doctorate at the Free University of Berlin and later moved to Bavaria because of my family. I worked for a large auditing and consulting firm in Munich as an assistant manager. But none of that really made me happy.